20th October

I’m 35 yrs !!! On my next birthday. L , It’s not the age that bothers me!….where the bloody hell has my life went. Freaking sleep. The last birthday I recall was my 30th and 32nd.
My heaving, moaning, and doubled up in pain, is very little and here’s hoping my stomach is on the way to recovery. I’ve had very little need for the omeprazole or nuxium, or tramadole for stomach ache
20th October
Fell asleep last night at around 11.30pm. I’ve got so set in ways of being up late with a sore stomach, I’m finding it hard to adjust. I’m concerned that if I go to bed at 9.30pm/10pm, I will wake up at 6am, or even earlier.
Woke up threw the night dreaming, was half awake and remember recalling a dream. Mumbled and went back to sleep
Up 7.10am, breakfast, multigrain bread x2, one with expensive jam on and the other with manuku honey 10+. Update a website, whilst watching telly, had the same again for lunch.
I know I shouldn’t have to much bread, but it’s much easier than standing peeling fruits and cooking.
With it, both times, I had cooled down boiled mineral water, with lemon juice and teaspoon manuku honey
1.30pm.
Q10 x3
Pregnant vitamins ( asda ) x1
B12 x1
Vit D x 1
L-Carnitine x 1
Omega 3 x 2
X1 prebitic
2.30pm stomach sore, and got heartburn!!!!!
9.15pm and my old familiar sounds are back. Burning , sore stomach. FUCK ! Healthiest bread on the shelf and most expensive. I thought it would be gentler for digestion, spreading the manuku on. Will have to melt it in tea from now on